Thursday, April 23, 2009

Let it Rain.

Everything is deadened. No one find you, no one hears you. Crying on the floor, wishing something could find a way to help instead of bringing the want of more, wishing someone would break through and help. Someone to notice the pain, dolefulness, burdens held in the deep pockets of your over bearing heart.

Stop the sorrow, stop the temptation, remove the lock off of yourself. Open up; open up every emotion, every feeling, every despair, every hope, every burden, every concern. Someone will hear your cry, see your tears, and come to you. Relieve you from all your pain and struggles. No longer will a razor, a bottle, a person be the way to escape.

“Let it rain, Let it rain,
Open the floodgates of Heaven
Let it rain, Let it rain.
Open the floodgates of Heaven
And let it rain.”

Don’t let fear hold you down. This life is only given once. Don’t regret, don’t hold back. Remove the lock from your soul and give it away. Let it go. Let your body, mind, soul fall into the Spirit. Feel yourself crying to the utmost capacity, feel yourself shake, let yourself go, let yourself fall. Close your eyes and look at the light beyond the golden gate. Pull yourself away from the chains holding your feet, the demons pulling you down. Pull yourself away from Baal, Asmodeus, and any other darkness. Let the light shine through to you. See the man on the other side, clothed in white with a hand open wide through the bars. Don’t let the lock stop you. See past it, work past it. The temptations pulling you down are full of power, manipulation, and confusion. At full force they try their hardest to scare you into becoming a follower. Look past the present, look to the future. Fire, hatred, darkness; light, love, understanding-eternity.

In an instant, you will feel hands seeming to catch you as you fall. They stay holding you, they stay strong. There is a great feeling of peace as you are assured you will not be let go of until you’re ready to take off on your own. Because those hands, that person, will hold you up when things become unbearable. Those hands will grant hope, encouragement, understanding, and forgiveness. Every tear will be wiped away and peace will overtake your body. Someone is always there.

Open up to every emotion and every despair. Every hate, every oppression. Every grudge, every enticement. OPEN UP. Do not be fearful, for hands will catch you as you fall. Let tears fall with no concern. Let go of the locks, let go of the anxiety. Let go, open up. There will no longer be numbness, there will no longer be burdens overtaking you. There will be peace, there will be relief. Relief in its utmost form- no razor, no bottle, no person. True relief.

“Open the floodgates of Heaven,
And let it rain.”

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